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Saturday, August 15, 2009

A whole lot of gossip + bitching was shared during lunch. 5 girls who are butt tired, had a long week, with pesky people in our faces. What do you expect? We deserve it. Yes, we do. After finalising our General Paper project which is due on monday, we went to have lunch at Causeway Point just now.

Now, i'm only left with my speech for the presentation, draft essay for my Geography test on monday and Math's graphing techniques. And i'm good. Go go thivya !

Oh oh, we had to create a group name and after much pondering and cancelling out all the lame and yet funny ones, we settle on '' The Cold Ones''. Since are all Twilight fans. HEEEEE.

And we wanted to have our picture on the last slide. Cause we think we at least deserve that. So anyways, we attempted to take vampire-ish photos. MAJOR LOL. There's a whole lot more canwhoring then went on but im too tired to post them all up. Heh :/

Baz is so cute man. Complaining that she is chubby so she can't look look like a vampire (:

LIYANA, WANNABE VAMPIRE. IDIOT. LOL.

Met Naddy after school on friday, at NYP. Damn, had so much to catch up on man. It was practically on and on talking. Heh. But the feeling of unwinding towards the weekend was good. Chilling by the poolside at the country club, and having dinner. Hmm. And with Naddy, awesome. We took about 50 shots, webcamming. HEE. But blogger's having her knickers in a twist and being a whole lot troublesome. Maybe it's her time of the month. Hmmm.

So anyways, here you go. Whee;

And that's that then.

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 5:32 PM

All expires,

Saturday, August 8, 2009

So anyways, yesterday was Be Yourself Day / Themed : Retro Day. How ironic don't you think, to have a theme when they ask you to be yourself. Heh. Uh well, we rocked both :/

Oh btw, thanks all for your well wishes. I am feeeling much better now. Thank god. My tummy feels a little bit sore but yes, hopefully i'll be normal soon.

I'm glad i plucked up the little strength in me to go back to school on friday cause it turned out to be fun. Don't forget the Lyrics in class was hillarious. Singing the National Day songs are so fun and makes me feel like when i was little again. And no, only the lameasses dudes would think this is uncool cause they're so afraid to be slightest bit quirky, cause like apparently that would ''destroy their image'' Hmm wow, i see.

So after that we went for lunch at Jurong Point's Banquet, where deciding what i should eat became like the most crucial thing for my classmates. I still remember the way Izzuddin shrieked when i asked if i could eat mee pok.

''Areeee you nutsss, its spiiccy!'' LOL. Goddness izzzu. But i do appreciate all your care and concern people really, so i settled on yong tau fu. Since my head started to throb more violently, i decided to head home first. And met idiot, who then sent me home. Thanks idiot.

Aaaaand, i have just been sleeping lately. So yes. Meeting the lovelies tmr but i got to leave earlier cos i have a family get together. Yeap. Alright then, ill relate to all you people reading as soon as i can.

Do take care and please , watch what you eat.

XOXO.

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 2:27 PM

Why now.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

It has been long man, since i came here. Okay, that is an understatement. It has been very very long. Even this is. Uh forget it, we all get the point. I just needed an avenue to write.

Anyways. So much has happened.

Death. Exams. Argh, so much.

I think ive become more mature, somehow. Much more.

And something that has been swirming through my mind;

I dont want to be a religious freak. But i want to belong to smth, to feel a sense that im actually 'following' smth. Make sense? Im kinda tired of saying i don't know whenever this question is shot at me. But more importantly, i want to have a sense of belonging, its like family you know.

I mean, its the typical human nature, always prefering to have an invisible control, and in my terms, refered to as religion.

It gives you faith, makes you believe in yourself. Or is it actually all in our mind?

I really dont know.

I'm really plunging myself into this right now. Why so suddenly, i don't know myself.

No offence. But i think hinduism is by far the most liberal religion. My opinion that is. And from it, derives Bhuddism. As Buddha is actually the 9th avatar of a Hindu god.

Hinduism acknowledges all other religions and their gods and do not say itself as the sole ruler of the universe. It does not say that only if you belive in Hinduism will you go to heaven or be saved. It respects all beliefs.

Furthermore, if one is born a Hindu, is it not a sin to convert into another religion as we believe that one should follow their heart and there is no reason for him to be 'punished', as some religions would suggest.

And one more thing. For all those people who think that Hindus don't eat beef because it is our 'god', then you're wrong. The sole purpose why Hindus dont eat beef was because in ancient India, the Indians (mostly hindus) all owned cows that helped them tremendously in their lifestyle.

Cows would plough the lands on which rice was grown. Rice would then be sold and the money makes their income. Furthermore, cows produce milk, on thus cheese. As such, the people believed that such an animal was 'god sent' as it's multi purpose abilities enable them to have a livelihood. Thus considered as sacred, this animal was not to be hurt (consumed) and therefore ultimately brings us to not eat beef at all.

However, many Indians today do eat beef. I'm guilty too. The most porpular reason and mildly humorous one, is that modern technology in the form of trators and other machines are now doing the work of cows and thus it is okay to eat them as their 'value' is not that great anymore.

I feel quite sad actually, but didn't these cows ensured our ancestors a living? Should'nt we continue to not eat them because of what they once did?

Pardon me if i sound stupid to you, anyways, you are not compelled to read my rather abstract entry. So yes, leave when you please.

I really dont know what's my take on this.

And listening to the priest the other day in the temple got me clearer on much more things. He said, in the past, people needed a figure to pray to. Sort of like to give them this invisible thread connected to a being so mighty. Thus explaining why they created statues, like the god of courage, wealth, wisdom, remover of obstacles and so on. In return, they felt like when they prayed to these statues, the mighty power of the latter will aid them in whatever they do. When in fact, the actual reason for success is their own belief, which makes them work harder. Its just this suprenatural feeling you want to have, that provides comfort.

Get what i mean? Like Harry pretending to add Felix Felicis to Ron's juice. When really, he did'nt. But Ron played so well thinking he had luck. Same thing.

Pardon me for sounding as though i created a revelation, well this is one to me. So basically that was my very own dummies guide to
Hinduism for you.

But then again.

Back to the issue.

Me.

Can i commit myself?

Oh man.

Im thinking. Really, i am. My parents are neutral. They just want to me to know that this its not a game, where in thier terms, i cannot '' change change uh''. Hah.

Oh well. I need time, just like everything does. To properly make up my mind, if i want to devote to smth, or remain the way i am.

Whatever is it, i just hope that,

i don't know.

Whatever is it, i just hope that

everthing will be okay.

Yeah.

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 7:00 PM

Run baby run.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Firsty, this has to be like a really special day, cos im blogging like after a kerzillion eons. So yeah, hallelujah.

Second, i'm feeling so mixed up. And i mean really really mixed up. I feel like juice in a blender, seriously.

1) I miss my secondary school friends so fucking much. And i think, im understating it even now. I feel so asetjhetgnugbpquehtgnelgn. Exactly. I dont what i feel. I just miss them so much.

2) School is so stressful. And fuck you if you think 3 years is long. Its still stressful. I've got trukloas of assignments and homework to be doneand the datelines are barely sufficient.

3) Doing homework is not studying, i still have to do homwork. I still have to find time for it.

4) I can't manage to find time for it. How to? When netball finishes so damn late, and im too freaking tired when i get home? For christ sake, i get home ard 11 plus after Kallang Netball training.

5) And my school is so far away from home. 1 and a 1/2 hours, sometimes more when i get home during the evening time, cos its packed with garbage smelling people after work.

6) Friends there do not seem to understand me like how my bowenians do. I know it takes time, but i really hate the making friends thing. Honestly. There's so much for them to learn about me. And me, abot them. Sigh.

7) I need to be more independant and stronger. Im so used to having Fong ngai around all the time, like what the heck, someone i see every single day, sitting beside me for two years. And now like my once a week friend. I know its inevitable and that i have to get through it. And im trying, but i find it hard. I guess i have to get used to it.

8) My mom barely understands me. She wants me to study every single minute i can. Maybe she just wants me to fully stretch the meagre mt of time i have, but i need to rest too. Part of me gets it, part of me dont.

9) I have to pay my own handphone bill, like sheesh. My mom says it makes me more independant. So i have to save for that, keep some for my food, and still other expenses that i have like presents my friends (and by this i mean my real friends, like my bowenians) and other miscelleaneous stuff.

10) I feel like crying whenever i think about the above cos i feel just do damn fucken stressed up.

So that's been my life. Yeah, preety much. I feel like talking to my friends, but i can hardly find the time. I wanna see them so badly, but my mom wont allow me to go out.

Right now, i feel like my whole life has come to a halt. My socil, enjoying, lepak-ing life i mean. I feel like i have to just chiong for school and cca now. I feel like a typical singaporen kid. And i fucking am sick of it.

It honestly makes me wonder,

is growing old,

a fate worse than

death?

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 12:07 PM

Mmm.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Well thank heavens, for my fever has gone down. Still there. But yes, not so torturing anymore. It was so high initially i had to go to the hospital. Then i took a jab, damn the injection and had to be admitted a while. All thanks to the overly concerned doctor, i actually wanted to go home. But he said smth like, better to under obversation. Well whatever. Im home now, yay.

How i wish you were here with me now,
cos a hug would make it all go away.

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 11:58 AM

Ah well.

Monday, January 26, 2009

DRAGON FORCE,

APRIL 11,

D'MARQUEE.

ONLY $60.

How how how?

Oh btw, the beach looks really eerie at night. And the crashing sounds of the waves spooks me a little. Although rather ironically, i do enjoy it, siting by the shore, nevertheless. Hmm. I guess the feeling becomes preety much alright, after you feel the wind and calm yourself a little. It is kinda nice, if you think about it. Abit chilly, but hmm.

Its a rather nice place to sit and talk, provided you successfully ignore the drunk mats and minahs along the side. Oh, a random conver for you.

Kenny: Wah, that minah in super short shorts. Not haram uh?

Thivya: Hmm.

This is when minah turns around.

Thivya: With that much tattoos and the can of beer in her hand, no Kenny. I think the boy shorts isn't considered much of '' haram'' at all.

Kenny: HEH. Not like anyone wanna look at her anyways, she's so ugly. In fact, all minahs are.

Thivya: I'd rather not step into the issue of minah, i think you know id get preety boiled up.

Kenny: Heh okay. Sorry.

Thivya: Its cool.

Silence. Waves crashing, wind blowing. ..

Thivya: Wah seriously, annoying man. Really, she looks like utter crap. And yes, they all do! Wa lou, seriously. Just stay at home can, not like anybody wanna be their friends right. Except maybe their family, who's biologically programmed to love them and maybe other brain dead people like them, who i think are even more intectually challenged. Wah and not only that okay, ..

And then i realize i was blabbering.

Thivya: Err ya, thts all. Hehhhh.

Kenny: (Ultimate wide grin) LOL.

Oh well.

That's that i guess.

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 11:40 PM

What i like about you.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Well first and foremost, i'm currently going nuts over Liu Xing Hua Yuan ( Meteor Garden).

I don't know what i've been doing so far, don't ask me. Cos this series came out almost 6 years go, both season one

and two. Goodness, i'm so addicted to it, like now. Only now!

And really, i now understand why people go gaga over F4 (now JVKV, see i even know this!) Cos they are so hotttttt.

Omg. To me at least. And my favourite, is up there as you can see.

Daoming Si ! (Jerry Yan)

AAHHHHHH.

Okay, moving on to more serious note. Since i've been reading up alot lately, so as to better tackle GP's ass when i

start school, i came across rather bewildering news :

According to a survey done by a rather accomplished Professor frm Oxford University, it states that 90% of men

expect their future wives to be virgins. However 70% have at least visited a prostitute in their lifetime.

Honestly, my jaw dropped to the ground at this point. What double standards! Sheesh. These people deserve to be

kicked so hard at their jewels. Urgh, i'm not even gonna call it jewels. Jewels my ass. Their man business, yeah.

Right there, so hard. Freakerzoids.

But then again, who's a virgin anymore right? Honestly, you would'nt even know. I mean not everyone's like the Jonas

Brothers who put on purity rings. In fact, even if you do, what makes you think others would believe that you really

have'nt done it, in fact, you might have already done it, and all these would just be a cover.

Anyways, not being a virgin anymore is now proliferating ike an accelerated phenomenon, very much unexpected and

shocking just as when the Beatles were playing on the cheap, fake mp3's of whom i refer to the group of Cheenas.

And hey, i'm not that mean. At least i capitalize the ''C'' of Cheenas.

Pfft. Its not my fault they're so disreputable.

Pardon me for playing the role of a character pundit, i'm only being as amicable as i can with my punchy vernacular.

But als, not like you would understand me right?

http://www.dictionary.com/.

There's that's for you if you really can't decipher my language, i doubt if you'd be inured to it by now.

So anyways, enough of my soceital introspection. I bet you must think i'm a surly loser, leading a dreary,

monotonous life so to excoriate people in such a hyperbolic manner.

I should stop, but honestly, i can't control this great feeling of aversion towards what i call utter plebs. Seriously.

I feel like going on a quest to annihilate them completely.

Pardon me for being a nonconformist plotter.

Would anyone like to join?

I think i can start recording names like Amanda, Faizah, Mangay, Nadia, Nawira ..

and so it goes on.

Feels good to have support, no?

YES.

Entered by I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL at 5:37 PM